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BRANDON IS COMING THIS WEDNESDAY!!! oh heck yes!!! aahhh can't wait! we've been fighting a lot this past week and its always over something dumb and not worth fighting over, but they all boil down to both of us being too worried about the other, so we agreed we're both going to try very hard to keep our cool and not fight so much. cuz all it does is put unwanted and unneeded stress on both of us. ugh. so hopefully we'll be better from now on =] I AM IN LoOoOoOoVE WITH HIM!! and we're getting married. its decided. gah i love him sooo freaking much! i've never felt so safe in a relationship before. i am actually going to marry him. ah yayyy!!! i used to think it would be scary to realize the man i'm going to marry... like it would be the end and no more dating. one person forever. but its really not... i can't imagine being happier anywhere but with him. i can spend the rest of my life with him without a single regret. aahhh i love love =]