oh my goodness i had court this morning! don't want to get into details there, but everything went well and all will be fine =]
just got out of my afternoon classes a lil bit ago. yippie! no more til 11am tomorrow. chyes. ew yuck which reminds me i need to finish my english paper =[ no bueno. ugh AND my stupid univ100 paper! eerrrrrgggggg
ok so that totally killed my mood.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
nine
ooh myy godd brandon came to see me yesterday!! i couldn't even believe it, sunday night when we were talkin on the phone, i don't even remember what we were talking about but then he said "you know i should just drive down there right now. i don't work again until late on tuesday..." so naturally i jumped all over that & was like yes yes come right now! and all the jazz hehe. he asked his parents and they said noo because he had to take lil courtney to her babysitter the next morning =[ then we were sayin he could come after he dropped her off, but then he would only be here for a day and weren't quite sure the four hour drive would be worth it. until i called him on my way to class just before nine yesterday morning and he was already half way here! aah!!
so basically the 24 hours that he was here were AMAZING. but what else could i expect!? hehe =] i am IN LOVE with that boy!
so basically the 24 hours that he was here were AMAZING. but what else could i expect!? hehe =] i am IN LOVE with that boy!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
eight
ok NOW no post in a loong while...
anywho. i'm lonely =[ i kind of hate it here. there, i said it. i hate college... i hate radford... i am beyond homesick and it's not getting any better. boo. i miss brandon so much it's ridiculous! i think i'm going insane... but hey only 5 more days! then i'll get my fix. just a couple short days at home with my love. i guess it'll have to do =\ it's all i get no matter how much i kick and scream.
soo i'm thinking this whole blog thing is close to meaningless on account nothing ever happens with me. except for the occasional updates on brandon and i, but whatever. its sure keeps me entertained and hey, it's fun to read my posts from months ago and think back to what i was doing then & what not.
hmm. so today's probably been the laziest day of my LIFE. and i'm not even exaggerating. i woke up around 10, got a bowl of dry cereal (since milk is a luxury and poor college kids can't afford that kinda stuff), and i sat in my bed and watched tv. all day. ALL day. got on facebook once or twice yoouu knoow. talked to brandon whenever he could on his breaks, since he's been at work all day. and that's it. ugh. the last time i talked to him on the phone i was pacing in circles around our little coffee table i was so bored! and i feel kinda bad, i'm pretty sure i was bein grumpy with him on the phone. gah. radford ruins lives! ok that's an exaggeration, but it sure as hell seems to be doing more harm than good with mine. ew.
right now i'm watching a special on cnn about criminally insane people. i first stopped on it because it was talkin bout the bastard cho from tech, and then it got into the guys from the columbine shooting and now the dc snipers. why are some people so freakin evil? everyone seriously just needs to quit their bitching because life is not THAT bad. and in the well spoken words of my daddy-o, even if it is THAT bad, it can only go up from there. dangit i miss him too.
ok HERE'S something interesting! actually it's probably not, so if anyone has actually read this far then OMG YOU HAVE NO LIFE and you should probably find something better to do right now. but in case you're intrigued as to what i thought was interesting today, feel free to read on =] alrighty! ok so i was watching some documentary on animal planet (i told you i was bored) about a lioness and her life on the savanna and what not. she had left her original pride because one of the males ate her cub. gasp! i'd have blown that Popsicle joint too. ok so quick summary lioness is all by herself hunting on her own and just barely gettin by. THEN one day while on the hunt, she came across a bunch of deer lookin things, i forget what they were called, but with them is a little calf that was away from it's mother. lioness basically kidnaps the calf but adopts it as her own baby! ah! it was so cute she bathed it, and they cuddled together... aw! so for over two weeks the lion and what should have been its prey were just kickin it together by the watering hole and all that jazz. so touching =] EXCEPT one really hot day when the lioness was sleepin under a tree, for the first time since the two were together, she let the little calf out of her sight. and the second she did ANOTHER male lion comes out of no where and attacks the baby calf! aahh! it was terrible you could hear the poor thing screaming and him just dragging it around by the neck and the lioness immediately woke up when she heard all of this and followed them but she couldn't do anything but watch. then the male lion finally killed the calf but dragged it off somewhere else to eat it. the lioness went over to where the calf was killed and smelled and laid by the blood, which the narrator said was exactly how a mourning lion mother who's lost her cub acts. so i pretty much bawled. it's pathetic, i know. but i did. ok the end.
ok so brandon just got off work and caallled me so i must be going! til next time...
anywho. i'm lonely =[ i kind of hate it here. there, i said it. i hate college... i hate radford... i am beyond homesick and it's not getting any better. boo. i miss brandon so much it's ridiculous! i think i'm going insane... but hey only 5 more days! then i'll get my fix. just a couple short days at home with my love. i guess it'll have to do =\ it's all i get no matter how much i kick and scream.
soo i'm thinking this whole blog thing is close to meaningless on account nothing ever happens with me. except for the occasional updates on brandon and i, but whatever. its sure keeps me entertained and hey, it's fun to read my posts from months ago and think back to what i was doing then & what not.
hmm. so today's probably been the laziest day of my LIFE. and i'm not even exaggerating. i woke up around 10, got a bowl of dry cereal (since milk is a luxury and poor college kids can't afford that kinda stuff), and i sat in my bed and watched tv. all day. ALL day. got on facebook once or twice yoouu knoow. talked to brandon whenever he could on his breaks, since he's been at work all day. and that's it. ugh. the last time i talked to him on the phone i was pacing in circles around our little coffee table i was so bored! and i feel kinda bad, i'm pretty sure i was bein grumpy with him on the phone. gah. radford ruins lives! ok that's an exaggeration, but it sure as hell seems to be doing more harm than good with mine. ew.
right now i'm watching a special on cnn about criminally insane people. i first stopped on it because it was talkin bout the bastard cho from tech, and then it got into the guys from the columbine shooting and now the dc snipers. why are some people so freakin evil? everyone seriously just needs to quit their bitching because life is not THAT bad. and in the well spoken words of my daddy-o, even if it is THAT bad, it can only go up from there. dangit i miss him too.
ok HERE'S something interesting! actually it's probably not, so if anyone has actually read this far then OMG YOU HAVE NO LIFE and you should probably find something better to do right now. but in case you're intrigued as to what i thought was interesting today, feel free to read on =] alrighty! ok so i was watching some documentary on animal planet (i told you i was bored) about a lioness and her life on the savanna and what not. she had left her original pride because one of the males ate her cub. gasp! i'd have blown that Popsicle joint too. ok so quick summary lioness is all by herself hunting on her own and just barely gettin by. THEN one day while on the hunt, she came across a bunch of deer lookin things, i forget what they were called, but with them is a little calf that was away from it's mother. lioness basically kidnaps the calf but adopts it as her own baby! ah! it was so cute she bathed it, and they cuddled together... aw! so for over two weeks the lion and what should have been its prey were just kickin it together by the watering hole and all that jazz. so touching =] EXCEPT one really hot day when the lioness was sleepin under a tree, for the first time since the two were together, she let the little calf out of her sight. and the second she did ANOTHER male lion comes out of no where and attacks the baby calf! aahh! it was terrible you could hear the poor thing screaming and him just dragging it around by the neck and the lioness immediately woke up when she heard all of this and followed them but she couldn't do anything but watch. then the male lion finally killed the calf but dragged it off somewhere else to eat it. the lioness went over to where the calf was killed and smelled and laid by the blood, which the narrator said was exactly how a mourning lion mother who's lost her cub acts. so i pretty much bawled. it's pathetic, i know. but i did. ok the end.
ok so brandon just got off work and caallled me so i must be going! til next time...
Sunday, September 9, 2007
seven
no post in a while...
BRANDON IS COMING THIS WEDNESDAY!!! oh heck yes!!! aahhh can't wait! we've been fighting a lot this past week and its always over something dumb and not worth fighting over, but they all boil down to both of us being too worried about the other, so we agreed we're both going to try very hard to keep our cool and not fight so much. cuz all it does is put unwanted and unneeded stress on both of us. ugh. so hopefully we'll be better from now on =] I AM IN LoOoOoOoVE WITH HIM!! and we're getting married. its decided. gah i love him sooo freaking much! i've never felt so safe in a relationship before. i am actually going to marry him. ah yayyy!!! i used to think it would be scary to realize the man i'm going to marry... like it would be the end and no more dating. one person forever. but its really not... i can't imagine being happier anywhere but with him. i can spend the rest of my life with him without a single regret. aahhh i love love =]
BRANDON IS COMING THIS WEDNESDAY!!! oh heck yes!!! aahhh can't wait! we've been fighting a lot this past week and its always over something dumb and not worth fighting over, but they all boil down to both of us being too worried about the other, so we agreed we're both going to try very hard to keep our cool and not fight so much. cuz all it does is put unwanted and unneeded stress on both of us. ugh. so hopefully we'll be better from now on =] I AM IN LoOoOoOoVE WITH HIM!! and we're getting married. its decided. gah i love him sooo freaking much! i've never felt so safe in a relationship before. i am actually going to marry him. ah yayyy!!! i used to think it would be scary to realize the man i'm going to marry... like it would be the end and no more dating. one person forever. but its really not... i can't imagine being happier anywhere but with him. i can spend the rest of my life with him without a single regret. aahhh i love love =]
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